A strong man

Oh im so excited, way too excited to go home this time, maybe because i've been homeless for about a week, almost all friends are back in Malaysia now and today, my turn! So basically in this 12 hours time before my flight, im trying to find something worthy to do, rather than just watching clock "tik tok" ing, counting every second. So i went through profiles on Facebook (oh being a little nosey am i? Dont worry im not a permanent stalker, just a temporary one lol since i have nothing else better to do) and found this profile of a small guy name X. He's a friend of mine, a quiet one. I opened his page because he got this awesome quote, not just quoting but improving the quote to suit us better. Thus i clicked on "older posts" tab. Full with meaningful quotes i should say. Since im gonna write based on his quote which he quoted from someone else which is someelse's quote (i'll stop there) i just put a simple reference then.

"A strong man is with a strong heart" (Mr.X, 2010) Recent years, i try to gain a few more pounds, hoping to hear from friends and family to say this to me: "its been awhile since i saw you, now you gain weight". Thats a meaningful sentence i've been waiting for ages, but nah sadly i dont get it. I tried a number of options; weight gain, mini gym in my room, loads of meal per day but still +/- 1kg. Ladies always express their jealousy because i can maintain my weight no matter how many times i eat, but hey im a guy, i need to be big and strong. Even the first line of defence in war, the war-fighters have big nice muscles and Islam itself says men must be strong to join the war. That is what im aiming for. I'll stop you there. Strong does not mean just "physically strong", there are different angles where we will say someone is strong. Geniuses, they are intelectually stronger than rugby players, women and men are strong in different fields. So why The Creator created Eve for Adam? To complement each other of course. Back to physically strong topic, what if someone who is born genetically dwarf, no matter how hard he tries to gain a few more inches of height, it ain't working. Why aim for the same thing if you know it is not for you, life is fair, try to find something where your strenght lies in. Maybe you see someone is academically good, very sporty and success in their life because others keep encouraging him by praising him all the time and you only stand behind the curtains, watching him from afar, wishing to be more like him. This world does not work that way, each and every single birth is unique and you are born for something, not nothing. I can feel, i am born for something great although i have not find it (or maybe i already did, or maybe ongoing and i dont realise it, who knows?) Same works to others, i dont see why a walking person should be laughed because of their weaknesses, their sizes or anything. Joke is a joke, but i do find this thing is a serious offence as a human. We are all Khalifah on this world, no matter how bad or good you are, how good-looking or moderate-looking you are, how rich or less money you have, we are still equal. Counter-balance. Although im not good at talking big, or just a walking skeleton, or whatelse, i honour my strong heart to keep on going no matter what. Wahh, that feels good, it really is :) Just remember, keep down to earth no matter how success you are, help others when they are in need, dont ever think you are better than someone else at all course because at the end, we will end up at the same place. Where? Deep down the Earth with nothing. Well, joke is fine, i always joke around with friends, especially my big-sized belly friends, hoping the karma will get back to me and i will gain some more weight lol. Well then, pray for my safety during my home journey inshaAllah. Kuching, here me come! :)