im really good when it comes to thrashing life. since the exams finished, i have nothing to do and super-lazy to go anywhere, even out of my room. the library books are still in my room and overdue. the pizza box from the last two days still laying next to my bed and i've slept 18 hours since yesterday. OhMiGod.
seriously, yesterday at 7 pm, i looked at the window and it was dull. and then, i woke up this morning, at 7 am, the day was still dull. so i thought i just slept for about 30 mins and when my flatmate said morning, then i realized i was dead last night. it was freaking cold and i didnt wrap myself with duvet and i didnt feel a thing. yes, DEAD.

Drama or reality?

yesterday, right after the last paper, we went to coventry to watch terminator. it was good for me since there was one shocking part that really made me jump from my chair, and that was only me, not for the others. LoL.

we went back to campus around 530pm. when i was walking back to my room, i saw a guy talking on the phone loudly with his fierce face. then suddenly he threw his phone to the ground, kicked the big dustbin and ran into the bushes, crying..loudly. i looked around and the only one there was me. i was confused what to do since that guy seem really messed up. i just walked straight to my room and pretended not to see anything. and i heard him screaming.

back to my room, again, i can hear the previous guy screaming outside my window...."Emma, dont leave me!!! isk, isk, isk" Oo My God. i cant believe that guy can be such pathetic, creating such a scene to attract people attention. i watched him kicking the trees from the window and i bet people downstairs also watching. then, there was a girl walking nearby and he said "f**k off". poor girl.

thank god i didnt ask him back there if he's alright, or else i'll get the f**k off thing for myself. i didnt really know if he was a real thing or not, maybe he loves his girlfriend too much, or maybe he just want some attention. who knows.

when i read, i imagine...

• the deliciousness of malaysian foods, all of it..darn it!
• playing cards with my friends
• walking along a beautiful beach
• sitting on a plane and free to go anywhere i want
• watching movies all day long
• swimming in a pool?
• i sleep, then eat, then sleep, then eat (x100)

simpan dulu angan-angan T_T