.: Winter Effect :.

it's been a while after my last post. due to my first experience of food poisoning which hazim told me from what he asked the doctor, i was out from track and it took time to get back to my daily routine. i lost a huge volume of blood which made me weak for days and this was one tough experience. i was too scared the night i felt very weak and freaked out after seeing my own blood and my body was freezing in my warm room, thus i asked hazim to stay with me that night. actually i didnt want to tell anybody about it but i was scared if i collapse alone in my room. thanks to hazim because he did a good job making me feel comfortable. i am pretty sure the incident was caused by me swallowing paracetamol and pure concentrated apple juice and some other foods which i cant remember.

here are the things happened in last few days:

ede stayed for the weekend and we made a little gathering in heronbank. but the picture only showing half of us because at the time i took this picture, we're just finished performing asar. iwan as THE host and we were gathering at his kitchen.


it was snowing again. this time, the real snow. although it was not as thick as in london, but we managed to build a HUGE snowman. i really hoped that it stays until weekend, but the next morning, all snowmen were gone. i hate u, snowmen killers! my back is still in pain after rolling the huge snowman's body for an hour you know!


Isoc[islamic society], or i can say MIsoc[malaysians islamic society] election ended today. 5 malaysians placed themselves in the committee and i am proud of them. congratulations to khairul father, syukri, kak maisarah, nazri, and afiah. sorry if i missed anyone else. no pictures, forgot to bring my camera along.



i am not in the mood to online or update or anything. what i want to do all the time is to sleep. i even lost my appetite to do my assignments. got no choice but to keep up with lectures, lab reports and tests. and i eat a lot lately. still need time to regain my energy and semangat back. my body and mind are still shock from what happened last thursday, the food poisoning thingy. i didnt talk to a lot of people last few days, i apologize for that. prefer to keep my mouth shut because i am really sensitive right now,i hate being weak like this time. no update for a few days, i just want to rest. owh, one thing. i hate people who like to cakap BESAR. dont too proud of what you have now, it wouldnt stay forever. you'll see. peace.

candles in hazim's room