Choose, between life

i look right, a hottie wearing green t-shirt and fancy skirt is writing notes. left, another hottie is listening to the lecturer in front, with a few blinks after minutes. concentrate. thats what happen in the front row. and to my right, my friend, the one who is responsible to smuggle me into the lecture hall, is trying hard to withstand his sleepiness. those are a few scenes i can see in one of the lectures in sarawak malaysia university (UNIMAS). it feels so fun since i am able to feel the life of a teenager studying in local university, almost similar to what i've watched from Dunia Baru on TV3, lol xp

the library is so big and yeah, the so-called stereotype is quite true here. it is full with chinese, a race famous of their hardworking character. after borrowing a book using my friend's account, we walk randomly and i am free to usha those aweks2 melayu passing by when walking around the university. i dont get the same chances in warwick uni because the caucasian girls are way too far to expect something from them; with either stunning beauty or extreme height or unbelievable nerdiness. not my thing, or i can say, unable to make them my thing, haha. easy said, asians are rarely compatible to other origins.

heading to the "fun centre", where bowling centre, pool tables and k-box are located, i can see distinctive clans walking around, with smiles and joy on their faces. i can see excitement from their faces being university students. with summer-all-year in Malaysia, future plans are possible to do with friends.

yes, they are having fun. i had fun too, even it is just one day. i am tired, but excited. end of the day, those feelings switched, disappeared. the experiences, fun and smiles i had in Warwick university during my first year, floating freely in my mind. yeah, each university has their own unique, special memories in every student's life. i had the chance to experience for both, local and abroad university life.

either university life, full of fun with friends; or, experiences that teach you about real life. you choose.

NB. it is based on my own characteristics and personality and own past experiences which i can predict what will i become in future if i live in those different situation. dont jugde yourself based on this post.


-shame on me, still confuse if there is a plural for the word "life" -

written by 'silent hedonist'.

Chris McCandless

The man i wish i can be

"the faces"

i was enjoying my meal, "the faces" walked in front of me. i stopped eating. "the faces" are parts of the bits that i will never forget. "the faces", that will always remind me my dark side. i can see the previous moments we had still affect us. silence and fake smiles.

the past will always be with us. the present is not 100% you in others eyes.

-regrets-

summer

my apologies, this blog dun have anything new in it. it takes me so long to adjust my sleeping time and after 2 weeks, i've started to sleep as normal as my family is. since i arrived from england, i slept during days and woke up at 4pm and didnt sleep at all at night. and thats one of the reason i didnt post anything lately. im blur. so do now. lol xp

i spend most of my time at home and also at warung, go back home at about 2 or 3 am after having nasi lemak, nasi pattaya etc. and a few glasses of teh ais and milo ais, yummy..but still my weight stays the same. perhaps i shud eat one whole cow so that i'll gain a few pounds.

for the moment, i dun have any interest to do anything. and even i missed our family trip to sabah last week, i prefer to stay at home and do nothing. there are a few pictures i want to post so badly but i dunno how to transfer the files from my phone to my lappy, if only 3G can be used here, then i can send it via email or flickr..ergh.

and even worst, i cant take out my money from the bank because of that freaking bank card. they better fix it or else my friends and i need to cancel our plan to spend the weekend at resort. i need to get out from home for a couple of days or i die. seriously.



catch up with u guys later. xx